why am i telling you this? (aka there's no point in reading this)
i am feeling so distracted its not even funny. it is taking me forever to write this paper. and i like the topic. i should be able to just ramble it off... but its not happening. i keep finding something to distract myself with. i am done with this semester. it is finished in my head. if only i could shit out the rest of the work. that would be special of me.

sometimes i think it might just be easier to say goodbye completely. after all, you have to say goodbye in order to meet again later... right?