3.03.2003

sometimes i'm just happy i'm older
i see myself change/as the days change over

all figured out/somehow/comfortable in my body/at least i like to pretend/is anyone?/strip for me/be comfortable doing it/not self-conscious?/not conscious/out of touch/comfort in bearing the only thing we pretend we can keep grounded/bodies are weird/your body is you/my body is me/an extension/cannot exist without me/it is the only way i can connect with you in a concrete way/beat my body/make love to my body/the signs are far more visible then loving or beating the rest of me/show me your body/let me touch you/examine you/please examine me/poke and prod/scrutinize/feel me/tell me how i feel/tell me i'm ok/validate me.