something that bothers me about me.
i need to learn that everyone can and will hurt me when i continue to hurt myself. does this make sense? to me it does. no one is off limits for hurting me when i let myself get fragile and useless. even those that love me most... will hurt me when i start to act like i want to be hurt. i'm making sense little i suppose. but it makes sense to me. i let myself be hurt sometimes. i expect too much... all the time. even when i am getting all that i seem to need... and more... i can still feel hurt. how can that be? so my answer is i must hurt myself somehow. with my demands... my moods... my decisions to let little things mean more than they do.

how do i stop hurting myself?