feeling restless
another late night (ok, its really not that late... but considering i have done not much of anything since around 7 and i have to wake up for classes... it feels fucking late). am i studying hard? nope. have i left rez since dinner? nope. am i at least drinking here on some floor party? none tonight. so why am i awake? what exactly am i doing... good question. i think its answered by the title up there. im so incredibly restless its ridiculous. i sit here and feel like something is wrong but don't exactly know how to fix it. and i can't sleep. and i feel caged in this room.

i will try to find my escape in douglas coupland's world.