i'd forgotten how nice new friends can be. once you start getting past the initial getting to know one another superficially stage. and you realize how nice it is that someone looks for you to say hi and wants you to stay and distract her from her reading. its nice to have someone to get cocked (yes, its my new word for hammered) with and laugh inanely. someone to babble drunken jibberish to. to say embarrassing things with and to be told her embarrassing stories. and the next morning we can laugh about our drunk talk and continue to laugh the rest of the day about our secrets... making others wonder what the hell is wrong with us.

its also funny how she just walked in my room and i had to close this really fast so she didn't think i was the biggest weirdo ever. she'll find out eventually. lol. actually, im sure she already knows.