11.30.2003

my mind is filled with silvery stars
i cant sleep... and it sounds as if the guy above me is dragging around a dead body. if i cared terribly i would go up and make sure hes not having a seizure or something. but as i obviously dont care... i will sit here and listen to my "i can't sleep" playlist. it is making me sad. and i hate getting sad and emotional at 3 in the morning when all i want to do is sleep. sometimes i wish emotions would just go away so i could get some rest. you know? im sure you do know.

sopie b. hawkins - damn, i wish i was your lover
the velvet undergroun - pale blue eyes
wilco - radio cure
rainer maria - the awful truth of loving
neko case - porchlight
cat power - i dont blame you
air - playground love
badly drawn boy - this song