an impromptu list of things i would like to be
1. a tambourine player in a really good band. but instead of all the reviewers trashing me for being nothing but a measly tambourine player, they would applaud my ability to prance around the stage and be silly.

2. a professional traveler. nuff said.

3. an owner of a really pretty concert venue. specifically i think i would like to own the cabaret du plateau in montreal. yes. this is what i want.

4. one of those people that brew their own beer... you know... cos its fun.

5. sometimes i want to be a smoker. im not sure why. one more way to trash my body and earn street cred. because no matter what anyone tells you, it IS cool to smoke.

6. a wino. because everyone loves winos. and winos always seem to be so happy. when they have wine, that is. also goes along with the one more way to trash my body deal...

7. a muse. what's with this decidedly female trait of needing to be watched/admired/looked at... i hate it. but i cannot get away from this romantic idea of being the reason for some piece of art/poetry/song/other person's being. ok, maybe the reason for another person's being is going a bit too far. yes, yes it is.

8. inaccessible to boys. not sure what this means. it just came out, alright?

9. someone who had some concrete goals. instead of a sort of kind of feel about what kind of emotions she wanted to experience. WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF GOAL IN LIFE IS THAT?!

10. someone who has pizza. CHECK. delivery just came. this list will probably continue later...