more mashed up song lyrics...
it seems that no matter how many songs i hear... no matter how many words i read... no one gets the feeling just right. no song can explain what i'm feeling. so i keep taking pieces of each song. making a picture. a contradicting one at that. of what i feel of what i want of what you're like. and its all a contradiction. its different each day. i think the crush is fading though. i think we've played out our parts... i think this is all it was supposed to be. for it to be something else... we'd both have to be different right now. and neither one of us is. i'm not certain enough with you... to let myself be vulnerable. you've put up the same walls. so maybe its time to just move on. leave it as the mutual crush it was... and accept that maybe thats all it will be.

i know i'm alone if i'm with or without you
but just being around you offers me another form of relief...

'cause you're just damage control
for a walking corpse like me - like you...

there's a pretty young thing in front of you
and she's real pretty and she's real into you
and then she's sleeping inside of you
and the talking leads to touching
and the touching leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left

and it's bad news
i don't blame you
i do the same thing
i get lonely too...

and its bad news.
- rilo kiley, portions for foxes