9.06.2003

i wish:
- laundry did itself
- people wore instruction manuals around their necks
- someone would write me an instruction manual for me... i wish someone COULD write an instruction manual for me
- some nights i could control the sky and the clouds and the moon... i could arrange the stars as i saw fit...
- i wasn't so far away from some people
- i captivated people the way they captivate me
- that i could walk into a room and make people nervous
- my history was written all over my body so that there would be no need to explain my past to anyone i met
- you could write on me and create my history
- i had more alone time.
- i did not have this jennifer lopez song stuck in my head