so here i am. in a new city. starting a new stage in life. potentially becoming a new person. and i have shit all to talk about. i am perhaps the most boring writer in the history of the universe right now. i blame frosh. but really, i haven't had anything good to write about it a really long time.

everyone i meet reminds me of someone i went to high school with. i have a feeling this will persist for the rest of my life. i mean, high school contained all the typical stereotypes. and when you first meet someone, it is almost a reflex to put them in some sort of box. and the shapes of my boxes are actually the people i met in high school. dah.

i hate making friends. i fucking hate it. i hate being uncomfortable. i hate stupid chitchatting bullshit but we have to talk because silence is uncomfortable. i hate the fake smiles i hate the cliques people have already begun to form... i hate high school mindsets. i hate the feeling that i have to impress people. be loud and nice and hip all at once. when really i'm just tired. i dunno. i want to meet some REAL people. is that too much to ask?