your girl... she's a renegade
i'm holding my breath. and im not sure why. im trying not to feel. im listening to music that i should be turning off. the cd is almost over. i dont think i can take it anymore. i hate this feeling. i never had it with you. i never know how to make it go away. i never know what causes it. loneliness. not for anyone or anything specifically. just a really horrid feeling in the pit of my stomach. that i cant make go away. its consuming some nights.

it consumes me some nights.
it consumes some nights.
consuming nights.
some nights it consumes.
some nights it consumes me.