i want to die in the hot summer
why is it that 2 incredibly inspiring days had to be followed by a CRAPTACULAR excuse for 24 hours. WHY? why is everything bothering me. why am i reminded of all the stupid things i've done, am doing, and will do? why am i already feeling overwhelmed with schoolwork. on a friday, no less. it starts now... and i can't see the end.

i am in a hopeless rut. tomorrow bring me something better. please.