when you wake up feeling old.
i dreamt that some strange girl thought i was thirty. she would not let me convince her otherwise. she didn't believe i was twenty. so i looked in the mirror in my dream. and i smooshed my face around... trying to figure out if i really looked thirty. i wasn't convinced.

halloween was loverly. and now november is on me like a fat lion out of his cave. he's a little lazy and he's weighing me down. november is a nice word. i think november will be good. stressful... but good. i just need to keep the focus. and not lose myself.

ps. i am scared for the election.