this one's called... fire eye'd girl.
so i am craving a road trip. a long bus ride. some alone time. alone time plus a change of scenery. i know exactly why i want to run away this time. there's a big looming shadow over my left shoulder and if i glance to the left... i can see it clearly. its filled with anxieties. heavy workload... family problems that now seem more like family life... a lack of faith in myself... a little bit of doubt about where i am... skepticism about what i want... the changing seasons... the inbetween holidays period... sigh.

boston, anyone?