3.29.2003

did you think that i would laugh when you said i was small?
did you think that that would pass as if nothing at all?/you say a lot of funny things, my little bunny/and i almost always laugh, but that's not really funny

"sometimes the things you want to do and the things you are capable of doing just aren't the same thing." i think other people's perceptions are silly. but its fun to hear that someone saw you as strong... stable... some sort of role model... self-confident... its fun, but silly. and sometimes it just makes me sigh and realize that perhaps people simply see me in the light that they choose fit. they see me in the way that best suits their needs. they see what they want. but if that's what i can do for them... then that's what i do. after all, sometimes i feel that all i am is other people's perceptions. maybe i am only brought to life in the minds of others. what do i know.