they all come and peep through a hole in the wall
keep the bastards guessing

hormone-infused me is not a pretty site. i'm frustrated with my lack of ability to do schoolwork right now. my head is pounding. i'm freakin crying because i can't comprehend this biology assignment. my socks are two days old and my hair is greasy as all hell. did i mention that my head hurts? it does. i am stressing about school... about money... about decisions... i'm a huge girl. a psycho even. laugh. i'm mad at my mom. no, i'm sad with my mom. my dad's watching the damn miss america pageant. i'm a big fat loser, basically. and i'm crying because i can't figure out the easiest biology questions ever.

actually, more than anything, i just feel silly.
and don't tell me to get some sleep.