i'm praying for a trap door trigger.
here's some randoms for you to gobble up. what is life anyways but snippets? at least that's what i thought before i read coupland. i remember in generation x, there is a point where one of the characters says something along the lines of each person having to make their lives into a story... or else it will just remain a series of tiny, insignificant moments. i wonder. what if all i want are the tiny insignificant moments? what if i hope that they will connect themselves? that my story will write itself... effortlessly. and i can just go on living my tiny, insignificant moments. that would be nice. or am i missing something? are these moments not enough in the end? will i yearn for something more? something sound? am i already possibly yearning for that thing? some connectedness. maybe i am. maybe the moments aren't enough. not in the long run. are they empty? or just so full that we don't want to acknowledge how each moment can be like a lifetime? i'm so eager to defend the moments. maybe there is something wrong with that. is anyone ever lucky enough to make their life into a story? am i scared of trying? is it safer to be happier in the insignificant moments?
anyways. here's the randoms.
- i'm sad that all my romantic memories are connected to you. you are my only reference for romance and love. my beacon. it gives you a lot of power. i'm ready to strip you of some of that.
- i am almost done this semester. 1 more exam. and it will be easy. just have to wait for the 21st to come.
- i'm crocheting a scarf. its soft.
- maybe you aren't my only reference. maybe you aren't. you know what... i think i was being too restricting on my definition of romance. you may be my only idea of love. but romance... i don't think that belongs solely to you.
- i have a date with two lovely ladies for brekkie tomorrow. we're going to go hipster watching.
- i spent 2 hours infront of the tv today. eating curry and watching soap operas in my underwear. it was a lazy day. i kind of liked it.
- i got onto the subway today. and almost immediately, the lights went out. and the driver announced that the line was shut down for the next hour. i got out and let all the people rush by. and then i kind of stared at the dark subway train. looking at the people that HAD to wait... that had no other way of getting home... or to where ever they were going. it was strange.
here's some randoms for you to gobble up. what is life anyways but snippets? at least that's what i thought before i read coupland. i remember in generation x, there is a point where one of the characters says something along the lines of each person having to make their lives into a story... or else it will just remain a series of tiny, insignificant moments. i wonder. what if all i want are the tiny insignificant moments? what if i hope that they will connect themselves? that my story will write itself... effortlessly. and i can just go on living my tiny, insignificant moments. that would be nice. or am i missing something? are these moments not enough in the end? will i yearn for something more? something sound? am i already possibly yearning for that thing? some connectedness. maybe i am. maybe the moments aren't enough. not in the long run. are they empty? or just so full that we don't want to acknowledge how each moment can be like a lifetime? i'm so eager to defend the moments. maybe there is something wrong with that. is anyone ever lucky enough to make their life into a story? am i scared of trying? is it safer to be happier in the insignificant moments?
anyways. here's the randoms.
- i'm sad that all my romantic memories are connected to you. you are my only reference for romance and love. my beacon. it gives you a lot of power. i'm ready to strip you of some of that.
- i am almost done this semester. 1 more exam. and it will be easy. just have to wait for the 21st to come.
- i'm crocheting a scarf. its soft.
- maybe you aren't my only reference. maybe you aren't. you know what... i think i was being too restricting on my definition of romance. you may be my only idea of love. but romance... i don't think that belongs solely to you.
- i have a date with two lovely ladies for brekkie tomorrow. we're going to go hipster watching.
- i spent 2 hours infront of the tv today. eating curry and watching soap operas in my underwear. it was a lazy day. i kind of liked it.
- i got onto the subway today. and almost immediately, the lights went out. and the driver announced that the line was shut down for the next hour. i got out and let all the people rush by. and then i kind of stared at the dark subway train. looking at the people that HAD to wait... that had no other way of getting home... or to where ever they were going. it was strange.
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