i never expect to learn something from a quiz
so i took some stupid quiz that told me i was an indie girl. i think it was only because i answered that i could quote the velvet underground. and that i like boys that can play the guitar... which, in my defense, i only chose because the other options were shite. but moving along... this is an exerpt from what it said i was all about...

"Indie Girls consider themselves actresses in the movie of life. Your meal needs to be constructed like an independent film. If you're bringing her over for a date, you are playing a character in her movie. If you create a setting, props, and a soundtrack that are good enough to avoid the cutting-room floor, she's yours."

and as i was reading it... i realized how right it was. and how sad it sounded. i dont want someone to love... i want someone to fill the roll in my life movie. i just want a quirky character to make a guest appearance for a little while. someone to make my movie more interesting.

i am incredibly selfish.