by my side
i woke up crying yesterday. i was bawling in my dream. trying to justify myself to you. and i woke up feeling like shit. it was a pretty poo crap way to start the day. but... my pyjama day worked out perfectly. i did a lot of reading and rented a movie. splendido.

i think that was the second time i've awoken to tears. its not a fun feeling. the end.