need to get some
i don't know why i bother trying to sleep before 3. it just doesn't come. i lie there and lie there... and plan the world in my head. i can't get my sleep on. no matter how tired i am... i didn't even have a nap today. and i have to wake up semi-early tomorrow. but my body doesn't care. its giving me a big fuck you.

so i will listen to angry music and plot your demise.