11.13.2005

don't leave me high.

live in the now.

i have to remember that. i have to live in it... not in my head. live in how i feel not what i might feel... live in being happy... not worrying about whether or not i'm happy. everything happens too fast. like i was talking about down there... we only get to remember certain things... as long as i'm happy... i have to stop analyzing. stop picking everything apart. its sort of like living in hell, no? i am a self-confessed overthinker... and so i just need to keep reminding myself to shut up sometimes.

its all about not letting fear get to you.

don't leave me dry.