you don't have a clue.
i need to remember some things. i need to get my edge back. i need to forget this grandious plan i had... to be stable, to be open. newsflash: it doesn't work. don't try it at home people. hell, don't try it at all. no one wants what they think they want. everyone wants to be strung along... because everyone likes to be kept on edge. everyone likes the surprise of a phone call that they weren't expecting far greater than a phone call they knew was coming. everyone wants someone unstable, no matter what they tell you. no one wants someone that works properly. that's just too fucking scary.

people play games for a reason.

because if things go wrong... you can blame the game. if there is no game, you know the reason things are going wrong. its you.