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- sometimes its nice to tell your thoughts to someone new. because they don't know you. because they aren't bored of you yet. because to them, you are still someone to figure out. i like new people. i like having to show myself to someone starting from scratch. its a nice feeling sometimes. i like watching them build an image of me. and i like doing the same to them.

- i like the cafe. just after everyone leaves. and i am left with the mess. i like cranking up some tunes (lol) and just mopping. getting completely absorbed in something so menial. only on saturday nights do i like this. i enjoy the empty space. all to myself. i like thinking. and dancing. and singing. and occassionally thinking that i hear a noise and spinning around really fast expecting to find a masked man/be-headed ghost/woman in white/litter of puppies. i like it a lot.

- i should sleep. now. i have to wake up soon and go back to a bustling cafe.

- i want to run away somewhere. somewhere safe. and comforting. and i don't want anyone to worry about me. it will be casual. and easy. retreat-like.

- why the hell is speed 2 on citytv right now? and why am i watching it? madonna.