3.28.2006

get it on.
how do i follow up the break-up post? how do i ease back into happiness when the last tone i set was sad and nostalgic? its a daunting task. but i am doing swimmingly... i blame "maturity and knowing when to let go." i am often surprised by the person i have become... and the changes that continue to occur in me. its quite fascinating... sometimes i am depressed by the habits i have adopted and the emotions i feel. but other times, i am so enlightened by certain changes that it makes my bad qualities seem more bearable.

completely unrelated... i have recently pasted a certain quote on my wall...

"For beauty is nothing
but the beginning of terror,
which we are just able to endure,
and we are so awed because it serenely
disdains to annihilate us.
Every angel is terrifying."
~Rainer Maria Rilke


stunning, no?